Wanchain's Space

When your inner world changes, your outer world will shift accordingly. Whatever area of your being that you have healed today, the universe will present to you new challenges tomorrow, to test your new "skills". Know that whatever challenges you are faced with at any point in time, you always have the ability and the resources necessary to overcome them. The universe will not present to you what you do not yet have the means to handle. So when you encounter a challenge, know that it is only a little test, that you will pass it, because you have all that you need to do so. Trust yourself, that you can succeed in whatever you attempt. You can only fail if you allow yourself to fail. You can only fail if you choose to fail. We are all here to experience. Cherish the opportunity to experience, be it good or bad, for every experience is a life lesson, and every lesson is meant to develop our soul.

I would like to express my thanks for what had transpired last month. Some of you tried very hard to encourage and support me, and I thank you for your patience and advices: French penpal Yemeni friend Egyptian friend Swiss penpal two friends who visited me There were two individuals who over-reacted to my problems, but I know that they did so out of love, so my thanks to them: my manager my dad I thank the rest who sent their well wishes. Most of those who truly helped me, had remained anonymous. The healing power is strongest when it is done out of love (for the patient), without expectation of any return. When I saw myself recovering, at an accelerated pace, to a level that I never knew before, I knew it was not merely due to my own strength. Thank you for coming to my rescue. I give my special thanks to those who did not believe in me and those who did not have my highest good in mind. You motivated me to be strong, to prove to you that I can be much better than you can imagin

In prior years, I had explored the world, which I call the outer landscape. This year I have turned my focus inward, to explore my inner landscape. I consider Toastmasters to be a powerful tool for my inner journey, which is a process of self-discovery, which leads to self-correction (or healing), and thus self-development. In conjunction with Toastmasters, I had also done some healing on lower self and on subconscious mind, by myself. I thought that was all the healings I needed. To my surprise, I was merely scratching the surface of my problems. Each person is like an onion. You peel and peel, to remove all the "protective" layers you put on yourself, until you reach the core, which is your true self. Many people never know their true selves. Disillusionment leads to pains and sufferings. Quite a few individuals are aware of my problems in June, and offered different advices. I now understand why some advised me to seek mental help. Psychiatry and psychology are different.